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"Two ...I will be resigned and ready to do the divine will by desiring nothing, by refusing nothing, and I will be equally happy with his every will.
I will strip myself of everything by a complete abandonment of myself to God. I will leave the care of myself entirely to him. He knows what I need and I do not know. Therefore, I shall accept with equal resignation both light and darkness, consolation and calamities and crosses, suffering and joy. I will praise him in everything and for everything. Above all, I will bless that hand which scourges me, as I put my total trust in him.
And if sometimes he will grace me with his presence, either with just its effects or by the continual practice of it, I will never attach myself to the delights of the spirit. Neither will I afflict myself through fear of being deprived of it, but I will be most ready for the pain of his abandonment which I deserve. I will always give him the gift of my pure and naked will, by offering a crucified and dead soul to Jesus, crucified and dead. I do this because it pleases him that I return to darkness and agony when he thus wills it, with a happy and resigned spirit. I ask him to let me say, “After the darkness I hope for light” My Jesus, I adore you. I am dying by not dying. Oh, what a holy death! What agony!
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