Without a clue is the mystery.

If I separate true and false self, what I have is the understanding that my true self is my graced/healed self transformed in Divine Love and my false self are the parts of me (my very human condition) yet to be transformed, healed, and graced by Our Lord's Love.

The image of a garden is the very image that I hold for living with this mystery.  In a garden and in the garden of my soul, there are always places in bloom, ready for blossoming, areas where weeds begin to grow, the rich untilled soil, the sections of natural wild flowers and the overwhelming weeds, the hills and valleys, the places where sun reaches and where there is now sun light, and the Roses.....

It is no wonder that I have no clue how I am as I move in and out of these areas of my soul ...especially, when I am lead by a Divine Light that I cannot see with my human eyes, heart, mind, soul, or being....

I only pray that I live as the Parable says ...with 'the wheat and the weeds' grounded on the sacred ground of rich soil that reaches the deeps of my soul nurturing the unhealed parts of myself until the harvest when Our Lord will separate the weed from the finest wheat....